There is no right or wrong way of dealing with your emotions.Emotions are just there to teach you a way of navigating a way that you feel about a situation that you don’t understand. People go through life either masking a part of them that they hide from the outside world or hide from themselves.Continue reading “Fogged Vision”
The journey for me started a little over five years ago. Finding balance in all of this has been hard. Today I felt happy, alone, but happy. I reached the peak of cancer five fucken years clean. That is my biggest accomplishment in life. Also, my biggest blessing was cancer; Cancer is the teacher. ItContinue reading “Cancer Free Five years”
If I lied I lose myself If I tell the truth I lose you.
Every person you meet is a novel. Some are difficult to read; others have pages ripped apart from past damage. Some even fabricated to fit a narrative that pertains to where they are now. It’s been four years since I was cancer-free, today I shared it with people. There was a push back from withinContinue reading “The Novel waiting to be read”
Today I was thinking to myself, what is the point of doing anything if I am going to die one day. I then quickly told myself I am not dead yet. Won’t be dead for a while. I am here now and now is all I have. After almost dying I was waiting to dieContinue reading “You’re still here”
Label me. I don’t really care anymore. Speak opened minded, self-reflect on your own self. No one can save somebody that doesn’t want to save themselves. Dear people, I don’t know who this will reach, I hope it reaches somebody that needs it the most. We are all going through something in Life. I wantContinue reading “Narcissism, Self-centered, Fraud, Fake.”
Knock knock! Who’s there ? Me. Me, who? It’s me, you. The person that has been with you for the last 27 years of your life. Can you let me in? No. What do you mean no? I said NO!! Why do you always do this? Do what? This. Can you just leave me alone?Continue reading “Double sided conversation.”
Manifest what you want out to the world. A couple of years back I purposed to my fiancé. Impulsive but rational impulsive decision, here the thing I just got my clean bill of health and with that, I knew that death was near and that what I once lived for was now all put behind.Continue reading “don’t count the days, make the days count”
Why did you think that you could just come and did what you did? Who the fuck do you think you are? Let ME tell you something.. you made me heartless. You made me turn into this monster that no one wants to be around.