Lost in the transition, I fell in the hole. Digging, I couldn’t get out; the further I went, the deeper it felt. Losing hope I saw no light, everything was just a big old mess, deeper I look the emptier it felt. Now I have this void, and I am searching for the fulfillment there.Continue reading “Tears”
Isolated in the mind. Grow the thought. We were leaving behind only the memories. So we went looking to relive a moment and losing the traces of the footsteps that got us to where we are now. So we created different trails with steps that weren’t ours. Leaving us wondering what’s was the whole ideaContinue reading “PLANTING”
Look within the heart; you’ll find that we all share a rhythm that gives us life.
Gripping through the fire the smoke cleared the fog, clearing the vision of the unseen allowing us to breathe the air that once held a toxic fragrance. I said I love you, you looked at me as if I was dead.
The walls seemed tight, so I lean gasping for air I see a bright light. Closing deeper, the smaller I feel. Allowing these thoughts that seem like rapid tides hitting the sand’s surface, I resurface back into the moment being free of any idea, so, until only one day, I drown again.
Sometimes life feels fucked. So I pause. Pauses need a reset, so now I hit reserve —the tape breaks. Can’t seem to find the connection to the wifi, so I unplug. I find the nearest outlet, and I plug in the charger. My phone is dead, so I sit with my thoughts. I see aContinue reading “chasing”
The truth is that I am lost. Life without you has been terrifying. There is no codependent relationship anymore. With you, there was a purpose that lived inside. You gave me a purpose; you gave me an excuse. I don’t feel much without, wish you would’ve erased me. A big part of me forgave you;Continue reading “Cancer”
When the storm healed, everything felt sheltered. Leaving the pieces shattered, searching for nothing in something We find ourselves at the finish line.
The life we live is shortlived only to be lived in the memories, leaving behind faded moments; that were so jaded in thoughts that became our reality.
What left you gasping for air, did you find yourself in the waves of the current or did you get washed back to shore. Letting the universe guide you to the final destination, or did you see life in the sun. When you fell distant, lookout passed sky; see behind the material that holds usContinue reading “Look Past the sky”
The voices in my head get louder, but the people seem further. Pushing yet pulling these demons inside from the outer world feels so unrealistic, this was just another one of my nightmares, thinking that everything was supposed to be this way, knowing that nothing feels like home. Knowing that home was just this made-upContinue reading “Home Sweet Home”
I look at the moon, seeing you in it. It’s out of reach, wish I could grab it and hold it. Knowing that it’s just all in my head, I tell myself that it’s going to be okay knowing that it’s not going to be okay.