chasing

Sometimes life feels fucked. So I pause. Pauses need a reset, so now I hit reserve —the tape breaks. Can’t seem to find the connection to the wifi, so I unplug. I find the nearest outlet, and I plug in the charger. My phone is dead, so I sit with my thoughts. I see a […]

Cancer

The truth is that I am lost. Life without you has been terrifying. There is no codependent relationship anymore. With you, there was a purpose that lived inside. You gave me a purpose; you gave me an excuse. I don’t feel much without, wish you would’ve erased me. A big part of me forgave you; […]

Are you ready

Are you ready?No.Why?I don’t know it’s been a while.Aren’t you ready for love again?I don’t know if I’m up to getting hurt again.You only allow yourself to hurt if you choose to see the hurt side of things.Save the bullshitIt’s not bullshit; it is life.What do you even know about love?Not much, I know that […]

Look Past the sky

What left you gasping for air, did you find yourself in the waves of the current or did you get washed back to shore. Letting the universe guide you to the final destination, or did you see life in the sun. When you fell distant, lookout passed sky; see behind the material that holds us […]

Drowning in the storm

You left me confused. I was seeing you change like the drift of the waves crashing the shoreline. Each wave more uncertain of the last one. Seeing you become the typhoon, I knew I didn’t want to drown in you any longer, knew I had to hit the surface to breathe again.