If I lied I lose myself If I tell the truth I lose you.
Balancing life isn’t always about putting the good before the bad. It is accepting both as one. You will cross many people that will walk in and out of your life — some leaving you to bleed others that will heal you from past trauma. Family, they are who they are, doesn’t mean you needContinue reading “Dimmed Light”
Move past the notion that fairytales exist. They don’t within itself is just an illusion waiting for the magician or so-called god to relieve itself. I am just here to entrain the notion that there is what man calls self. There is a lot of things that we feel. We act on emotion rather thanContinue reading “Self Blame”
I have struggled in finding my voice, my worth.People live in the mindset of mindless chatter about things that don’t make any sense of the end of the day.Love yourself as much as you love everything else around you in this world. This world will never stop for anyone.I survived cancer. A big part ofContinue reading “Self-worth.”
Everyone wants you to be happy. Once you know something, it’s forever. Can’t take back the words and can’t just forget the truth. The truth hurts- that’s why no one likes to hear it. Life sometimes can be funny. We have people all over the world trying to figure it out. Some get distracted byContinue reading “Truth Hurts.”
We are People. Humans that feel feelings. We are more than just flesh. Underneath our flesh lives the soul. I have been so lost in trying to find myself. I used to think that everything was okay. Everything will eventually be okay in the end. I live for things that most people won’t and don’tContinue reading “Outcast”
Everything in life dies. This moment will soon wash out and new memories of what life should be will live on. Don’t allow the demons that live in your head be there rent-free, the only free thing on this planet is happiness but we put labels on that by trying to follow other people inContinue reading “Don’t Be depressed in a opressed world.”
Manifest what you want out to the world. A couple of years back I purposed to my fiancé. Impulsive but rational impulsive decision, here the thing I just got my clean bill of health and with that, I knew that death was near and that what I once lived for was now all put behind.Continue reading “don’t count the days, make the days count”
 Thanksgiving Two days before Thanksgiving, my counts were rising up while my self-esteem was falling. The moment I was waiting for – after being isolated in a room just to myself and my thoughts – I was finally going to be able to see freedom again. I was super excited for turkey and itContinue reading “Thankful for Everything”
Why did you think that you could just come and did what you did? Who the fuck do you think you are? Let ME tell you something.. you made me heartless. You made me turn into this monster that no one wants to be around.