The truth is that I am lost. Life without you has been terrifying. There is no codependent relationship anymore. With you, there was a purpose that lived inside. You gave me a purpose; you gave me an excuse. I don’t feel much without, wish you would’ve erased me. A big part of me forgave you; […]

Cancer Free Five years

The journey for me started a little over five years ago. Finding balance in all of this has been hard. Today I felt happy, alone, but happy. I reached the peak of cancer five fucken years clean. That is my biggest accomplishment in life. Also, my biggest blessing was cancer; Cancer is the teacher. It […]