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الحمد لله

I never looked for you in my darkest times; I am looking for you now. I am asking you to help out this world, help out my family, help out all my enemies, help me out. I was hoping you could guide me on seeing the light in me and the light that you installed […]

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Accepting

Feel and let go, don’t hold onto the fact of needing to control anything. Once you lose sight, you become a faded memory of the past. You think about times that you thought mattered only to realize that what you thought mattered only lived in the moment because if caring felt like anything, it wouldn’t […]

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Trust

We are not our past; we are not our thoughts. We are alive. Love and let go, don’t hold exception to love. Trust, like we trust gravity in keeping us grounded.

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Clarity

The more that time passes, the more that we lose sight of the things that don’t matter. Growing older, I started seeing that things that do matter. We are all humans; we are all flawed. What gets people is their way of thinking. Beliefs become a condition of their reality. Life is just what life […]

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The Numbing Feeling

Early summer of 2018, I went through a manic episode. My mental health was at it’s lowest. After cancer, they tell you that you became cured of the diseases. Your physical body may have recovered, but your insight on the way you view the world changes. Everyone is doing there best. Doing there best isn’t […]

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THE FEELING OF FEELING

Feel something, or you’ll lose yourself to this numbing feeling that once helped you heal. Find yourself in the things that you love. Forget the outside noise that tells you that you aren’t worthy of love. Everything is just a distraction of where you need to go. You’ve been there before. Don’t go down that […]

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breaking other people’s journeys

Would this all have been just a big waste of time? Where are we? How is this all happening? What is this thing we call time? Is it here in the now? Why does everything feel so distant yet so close? How are we even being when being is being something that you are not. […]

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Sun Shower

She lost herself to her demons.She was leaving behind a world that built her.She’s Glowed, like a rainbow. After the sun shower to only cloud her self in the fog of the mist.

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The change within

When you experience a life-changing experience, your perception changes. You can either go back to what nearly killed you or allow yourself to grow from the experience. Learning how to adapt in a new world can be scary. Learning how to love yourself when you hated yourself based off your past can be a fearful. […]

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The more we think, the less we become.

The more we think, the less we become. We are born alone; we die alone. The in-between is where life is lived. There are so many roads we take as people. Many of us get lost; we lose ourselves to the sidesteps in life. Everything happening is the way it’s supposed to be. Don’t get […]

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Five Years later

Usually, I would have shared this news instantly with the world. I walked into the year being five-year cancer-free. I was diagnosed with Central nervous system lymphoma at the age of 25 on this date four years ago. I have been through depression, I have been through my body changing on me, my mental health […]

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feeling of time

I feel angry, confused, lost, and mainly numb. I push threw though. I don’t know how some are heartless with the way they think or act. This thing called time, we all take it for granted. We wait to fix things and says time heals all. Time doesn’t cure anything; it just numbs it and […]