Lost for words, lost for feelings, lost in the mind of my own trying to understand what it’s like to just be me, when nothing and everything seems like a distant memory of what was, there is nothing left to feel.
Numbing felt so good only to realize that numbing was just a feeling I needed to fell. Fuck, man, I wasted so much time in thinking that life would get better rather than allowing life to be what life is. We all go through this cycle of life trying to find a more significant meaning, or some of us feel like we are the more significant meaning. We go around hurting others only to realize that we are the hurt ones — fuck, man.