No one gives you the book to life. You create each page as you go day by day. Some pages are shorter than others, but all books share two things in common — the start and finish.
You can look for God in the outer world, or you can search for God within you. Either way, you look at it at the end of the day, God is what God is to you. Regardless of how we got here, we are here now. Life will show you some bad days. Growth will also show you days of complete bliss. Don’t hold on to either one. Find it within yourself to let go. Let go of the bricks weighing you down. Cut out the negative minded people that never grow past who you are trying to become.
If you ever allow a person back into your life, make sure that the person isn’t a narcissist. I dealt with my fair share of narcissist people. The best way to deal with one is by playing their own game with them. They will cut you dry from all your emotions. They will make you feel like you owe them something, in the end, all they deserve is their karma.
I don’t over-analyze anything, and if I do, then I do, who gives a fuck. I am who I am.
I see the world for what it shows me. The term I, yes I. Nothing more to the word other then what that word stands for. People are conditioned to feel a type of way when shit doesn’t work in their favor. I am also one of those people learning to unconditioned myself. Accept it for what it is.
If all this sounds negative, then so be it. It is what it is.