The talk in the air became the cancer of the breath leaving behind the so-called memory of you. It faded in the sunset as the waves hit the shore, crumpling the sandcastle, only to have it rebuilt. This time it was a brick castle, nothing fragile about this home if the wave hits this time, […]
Let’s get honest for a second, the world is going to shit, and people are don’t know what to do with themselves. When it comes down to finding inner peace, it’s always been a struggle for me. Lately, I’ve been tapping into my creative side. Seeing people being people has always been a blessing; seeing […]
Life. We all have it some of us struggle with the meaning of it. We are all different, and in being different, we sometimes fall short of becoming something more then what we are. She will never stop loving you as long as you are here right now reading this. In the words of Alan […]
Who I was trying to heal isn’t who I am healed. I’ve learned a lot in the past couple of years. I’ve learned that you never change people, you change yourself since you’re all you got. Looking back at the who I though I was and who I am today life moves fast. Life to […]
Empathy: the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. Sympathy: feelings of pity and sorrow for someone else’s misfortune. pity: the feeling of sorrow and compassion caused by the suffering and misfortunes of others. sorrow: a feeling of deep distress caused by loss, disappointment, or other misfortune suffered by oneself or others. distress: […]
Depression: feelings of severe despondency and dejection. de·spond·en·cy: a state of low spirits caused by loss of hope or courage. Spirit: the nonphysical part of a person which is the seat of emotions and character; the soul. Learn where your energy goes, make sure that what you feel will always remain true to who you […]
We live in a world that is separated, divided, and, most importantly, depressed. Everyone is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Ever since I can remember, I have always been the outcast. There’s nothing wrong with being the outcast. During my darkest moments, only a few people shined while others simply pretended to be […]
Life. We all have it, we all experience it differently. I wanted to touch base on something that my experience taught me. The heart and brain will never be one. They are not friends and will never be friends. My heart is depressed and my brain is overloaded with information. Not all are equal, just […]
Lost love.I went to the lost and found the other day looking for you. They said they never heard of you. They asked me if I could describe you.I drew blank. They asked me when was it that I last saw you.I drew blank.I left looking for you. Found that I was creating hate in […]
You might think that you may know me based off of my old writing or my old pictures. Maybe you even think I have the world at my fingertips. Yes, I traveled the world with life after cancer, but is that happiness? Is happiness measured by material?
When reality becomes fiction, the world starts to become a really scary place. I felt like the world doesn’t care. I know I am a fuck up at times, but let me explain. For me to always say that death shouldn’t be feared doesn’t mean I’m not being empathetic with people – I just mean […]
The walls seemed tight, so I lean gasping for air I see a bright light. Closing deeper, the smaller I feel. Allowing these thoughts that seem like rapid tides hitting the sand’s surface, I resurface back into the moment being free of any idea, so, until only one day, I drown again.
Sometimes life feels fucked. So I pause. Pauses need a reset, so now I hit reserve —the tape breaks. Can’t seem to find the connection to the wifi, so I unplug. I find the nearest outlet, and I plug in the charger. My phone is dead, so I sit with my thoughts. I see a […]
When we go through trauma, our life becomes shattered. Feel that, embrace it, allow yourself to understand that we are humans. We are all fucked up somehow. Sometimes we lose ourselves on the path to healing. We experience the feeling of void, blackness, and emptiness. Everyone goes through it. Don’t let it consume your life. […]
The truth is that I am lost. Life without you has been terrifying. There is no codependent relationship anymore. With you, there was a purpose that lived inside. You gave me a purpose; you gave me an excuse. I don’t feel much without, wish you would’ve erased me. A big part of me forgave you; […]
The power of imagination Where it prevails is in between fantasy and reality. I’ve always been the type of kid that lived in my head. Never conceding the emotion behind the character until the response became powerless. You ask yourself these mysteries, which leads to not knowing your self-worth at times. This thing we call […]
Sometimes, I need to remind myself who the fuck I am. When thing falls short, we don’t stop fighting. Everything that happens is happening for a reason. Life has stimulated a lot of obstacles my way; things happen along the way people are hurt, and they cut you, it is a part of life. You […]
When the storm healed, everything felt sheltered. Leaving the pieces shattered, searching for nothing in something We find ourselves at the finish line.